我深知你爱我的样子，所以当你不爱我的时候我早就察觉到了
失望是什么？我想大概就是我每天跟你分享我生活中的点点滴滴，一点点小事情都想要第一时间告诉你，因为把你当成了最重要的人，所以你便成为了我第一个想要分享所有的人，可是一切都只是我以为，后来我再也没有了，想要跟你分享的欲望，我想这就是真正的失望。
What is disappointment? I think about is what I share with you every day in my life bit by bit, a little things want to tell you the first time, because to you as the most important person, so you became my first want to share all the people, but everything just I thought, then I never desire to want to share with you, I think this is really disappointed.
或许是因为长久以来我的主动，让你觉得这份感情本就是你唾手可得的，也让你看清了我们之间的感情，但是你从来都没有想过，我其实本来不是一个对谁都动心的人，也不是一个对谁都主动的人，因为那个人是你，所以我以为我做的一切值得的，可是到头来一切都只是我以为罢了。
Perhaps because for a long time I actively, make you feel this is you available this emotion, also let you see the feelings between us, but you never thought of, I actually was not a tempted to anyone, also is not an active person for everybody, because that person is you, so I thought I do everything worth it, But in the end, everything is just what I thought.
其实对于我们这一段感情，我从来都没有后悔过，只是感到心酸，毕竟是努力爱了那么久的人啊！到最后也不知道自己到底对别人来说重不重要，如果说完全不生气是假的，但是心疼自己是真的。
In fact, for our feelings, I have never regretted, just feel sad, after all, is to love so long people ah! In the end, I don't know whether I am important to others or not. It is not true that I am not angry at all, but it is true that I love myself.
我想过我们有千千万万种结局，但是在这千千万万种结局里面我从未想过我们会这样遗憾的收场，曾经那样温暖的人，始终都要离我而去的吧！
后来总是会在某一个瞬间，有一种想要拨通你电话的冲动，但是想想当时分开时，你决绝的样子，我自己又静静的关上了手机。
I thought we have tens of millions of endings, but in the tens of millions of endings I never thought we would be so regrettable, once so warm people, always want to leave me!
Later always in a certain moment, there is a kind of want to call your impulse, but think of the time apart, you refused to look like, I quietly shut the mobile phone.
其实当初我动了离开的念头，并不是因为真的不爱了，只是因为我知道你爱我的样子，而你现在的样子让我感到陌生又惶恐，所以再纠缠下去也没有任何的意义，不是吗？
In fact, at the beginning I moved the idea of leaving, not because really do not love, just because I know you love my appearance, and you now let me feel strange and terrified, so again pestering there is no meaning, is not it?